random thoughts.

"I fall upon the thorns of Life, I
bleed”, I have no idea how
these lines became one of my
favorites. May be the touch, the intensity, the grief
hidden beneath these lines
made it close to my heart..
Sometimes I wonder if these
lines make me pessimistic,, as
they say "Life is not waiting for
the storm to pass, but learning
to dance in the rain".. Indeed,
Life is what you make of it.. I
understood it now, in 2013,
after I started reading Walter Issacson’s books and watching
Joel Osteen shows.. but the
touchy or pessimistic lines have
been my favourite since 2007.. I
wonder what I really am today.
If these lines make me what I
am today or is it the shows I
watch and the books I read? I
wonder if the world is playing
with me or is it my thoughts
playing with my heart.
Sometimes I think my heart is
broken.. Sometimes I think I can
mend broken hearts.. and I hope
to find the answers some day,
and I hope "that day comes
before I die"…